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December

Thu Dec 10, 2009, 10:44 AM

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_{Merry Meet & Merry Part. Happy Y u l e t i d e

12.10.09 i beat sephiroth yeah! i finally actually took the challenge after how many years of playing. beat him about 5 times and on proud/expert mode too.

i am currently working on Roxas & Sora "Skittles" re-master. I hope you guys fancy it like or more than the original. it has a lot more effort in it.

what's your favourite skittles?

12.02.09 i wanted to write "04"... great year, great year...

i propose a project. anyone want me to "re-master" any old Kingdom Hearts fanworks? list one or two that you'd like and i might try and re-draw them. im thinking it would be nice if my watchers chose rather than myself.

anyway, disneyland was fun and i was able go take six rolls of film and if they all come out and make good enough contact sheets, i will only need one more roll for the minimum!

okay, it's been what? nearly a year (in two days) that re:CoM came out here and im not even half-way through the game (i just had to play proud...). FAIL.

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November

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 24, 2009, 12:35 AM

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_{H a l l o w e e n was 100% lame sauce
but there will be Disney Land!

11.24.09 it's freezing tonight.
i have developed and made contact sheets of 4 rolls of film.
Sunday, I had a photoshoot with leslie and they came out splendidly and she looks cute & lovely as always.
i have so many to choose from for prints and i want to print nearly all of them! But do i have the time and munnies +photo paper? D:
but i still really want to make all these prints!
im really happy right now. Not only because I have 4 great rolls of well exposed negatives or that i have many to choose from for my portfolio, but that my friend helped me out too! Thank you!

11.20.09 new film prints +dgm tarot card.
biking in the rain is lame sauce!

11.19.09 Darkside Chronicles: pissing me off.
it's much more hardcore than Umbrella Chronicles. less dodge sequences (which is fucking lame sauce btw) and some things just doesnt make fucking sense, especially when the boss can attack you when the meter says he's defeated. ask this, then why the bloody fuck is there a meter in the first place?

but its more fun than UC, that's for sure.

yeah, ~DeathAbyss, there's Leon-goodness.

11.18.09 might not post too much; im reading a lot.

11.08.09 i replaced Sebastian's charger; it's too expensive.
i might hang out with some people today, but going back to my flat as well.
im going to have to talk to my aunt about something that honestly bothers me and she should apologize, even though i have accepted that she never apologizes for anything. hope it won't become hostile.

11.01.09 i didnt see leslie yesterday; im sad.
i got a new blanket; it's nice.
i have new photoshop and art programs. now i can work on more TAROT and other works.
i also got some new films.

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Oktober

Thu Oct 22, 2009, 7:15 PM

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10.22.09 ~darkphantomhive is no longer my heterosexual lifepartner. Noes. you fail. i want my cookies back; bring Allen, too.

10.019.09 uhm, i took photos with ~darkphantomhive (jeezus, she's in here again). thanks for coming over and spending time w me (and our other friends too).

i figured out where the shutter speed or exposure was on that film camera, now, heh. yay.
but now i have a different camera. it's too bad the photos i took can't be for class, if not for my contact sheets, at least.

10.13.09 i kinda feel like writing another story.... and yeah, it's bisexualism, because, well, i still like the canon pairings usually and i still fancy boy x girl love.

it can either be happy, tragedy, or a bittersweet tragedy. dgm though, not kh. so it would still be allen x linali, but i could use yullen instead of laven. if anything somewhat hardcore is present or is mention (in which, i dont really write), it will be between the boy and the girl. why? because it's rare, thats why!

i want the linali PVC, but i want allen as well. i can only find them on ebay right now.
~darkphantomhive, is it okay if i send them to you? i don't have to.. i could send them to my aunt, i guess... mhm.

i also wanna work on another tarot card.

--

hey, if you have a Wii and wanna note me, tell me your friend code.

10.12.09

the new moon's up.
it's shadow grows.

in the dark?
or somewhat in the twilight?

shut up... it's not Twilight.
i feel that as one makes new friends, the old ones get pushed into the dark.

10.11.09 i went downtown and got more stars for my ceiling and to a fabric store where i found some halloween fleece and some fabric for a project i have been wanting to do. i have also obtained 5 boxes of count chocula cereal.... mmmmm, yes.

i got a Wii today. Her name is Leslie Alan..yeah. and yeah, i do know about leslie allen, kinda.. just found out, but no, its not because of her. i wanted leslee, but hmm.. iunno. its either or. leslee allen <-- what i wanted. :/

and i might/plan to go to disney land on thanksgiving! yaay; i want to dress up like sora!

10.10.09 im here at my flat and ~darkphantomhive and another friend slept over and now another friend has joined.

i got another tub of ice cream and some halloween oreos for tea time! +pumpkin pudding pie snacks (i make)!

as for the story, i wonder if i should post it on ff.net

10.09.09 holy balls, i finished the dgm fanfiction! ._.
im listening to KH2 musix.. i want to play Kingdom Hearts II!

...and im hungry.

10.08.09 ugh... my brain hurts, seriously.
been feeling a bit under the weather for the past week and i posted a WIP of my fail-fiction. i guess i will allow comments... i guess, so if you wanna say something you can or can talk about it within the WIP. i am working on it more presently and i am writing the ending. i will write the kiss/climax later.. or last. i might actually start working between the two, who knows. i got two new sentences so far!
(it only takes two months+ to write this oneshot! )

laven.. or is it allen x lavi.. iunno... :/

the nightmare before christmas is on.
i have been working on both wind waker and twilight princess on remi (mostly windwaker). i finally got all triforce shards and im working on getting some bottles. i got 3 bottles and im trying to catch this poor girl in windfall, but i fail for some reason.

ugh.. yeah, ow.

farewell.

10.05.09 uhm, so what's happening tomorrow??
im bored.. so im trying to write again even tho i cant concentrate at all on it. jeez, im not even reading!

prompt:
Lavi teaches allen to kiss
Linalee walks on it; runs. Allen tries stop saying it was for her.
Kanda: D: ‘..i gotta go..’
Lavi *smug saying you wanna do it again

Laven week.

yeah... and i dun even really fancy laven all that much, but, hey, you! laven fans, ....

but don't expect much; im not serious fanfiction writer.

i was to write more, but i forgot.

tchusse.

10.05.09 yesterday was a very boring day... i watched dgm and kuro and i attempted to draw; i slept a lot throughout the first part of the day.

things to do
Sora
Anti Sora
ace of cups (tarot)
emperor (tarot)
hierophant (tarot)

i need more tea... im low.
i havent been feeling that well since last night.

KH 358/2 days is a nice game.

later.

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September

Tue Sep 29, 2009, 10:09 PM

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_{welcome to September...

09.29.09 i got the new KH game for my birthday (late a month) YAAAAY.

09.28.09 im disappointed in my last(latest?) illust(s) w my tarot project... i could do better... i wish i wasnt having program fails.

i will work harder!

and i just remembered! i have a kiriban to finish! forgive me. D:

09.24.09 GAH! ARGH!!!~!! i have the most splendid idea for halloween cupcake foodables!

~

09.23.09 okay, i have been tired for two days straight but i have been trying to draw since my trial is running quite low and Nicole still doesnt want my normal photoshop to work anymore... not sure how that happened, but i dont want to reboot until i can get more flashdrives.

maybe i should write something...? iunno... anyone want me to write something for them?

i guess i could put a 'demo' of that one craptastic dgm one i was doing in august... for lavi, ha ~ *fail*

im also trying to draw non-allen but since im low, i should do that too. i mean, i do draw non-allen, its just he ends up getting finished first anyway.

i have been trying to read kuroshitsuji, but it takes forever just to find out who Sebastian is. basically, the staff act like idiots all day. and btw, i think Sebastian said you could eat the cake, but just make sure it gets cleaned.

09.21.09 i have been working on a drawing... WHY CAN I NOT FINISH ANYTHING?! i wanna try to at least draw one illust/week.

i sketch, sure... but i dont necessarily always finish something.

...it's always so easy when my wonderful heterosexual life-partner is around.
i thought about Ciel and Allen today... funny how someone just drew them for her, haha... nice. I still should read that one Kuro x DGM fanfiction... i will someday. shoot, i still have to read that big Harry Potter x DGM one, too.

why do i fail so much?
im so lame that most of my friends are here are absent!? D:
or they just fail at commenting...

you know you want halloween cupcakes.

tomorrow is zidane's birthday. happy birthday, zidane.

09.21.09 i have been getting headaches a lot for the past week and im not sure why. i thought it was because i wasnt wearing my sunglasses enough, but ive been getting horrible migraines either way.

im gonna have to start eating my reserved foodables since financial aid is balls. ramadan has ended, but perhaps i should fast until halloween.

makes me think... i want my halloween sweets already! i want my halloween doughnuts! i want my halloween tea time w pumpkin doughnuts, sweets, and finger puppets! See's has black kitties this year, so... id like that 2009 edition (but i still like my ghostie... hmm.. should i give it a name?)
and maybe some halloween cake as well! pfft, theres no way i will be doing a ritual, i mean... im the worst. wiccan. ever.

i wonder if people trick or treat in my flat's area, hmm...?
id like a halloween party; i dont really wanna trick or treat.
i still wanna dress like harry potter however!

it's finally fall and that means hot cocoa's for breakfast (i dun wanna drink all my tea at once now...).

~darkphantomhive's gift hasnt appeared yet, has it? i have your card (at least one of them).

this is no place to talk, but im not mad at you; i wasnt despite what you may have been told.

over and out. later.

09.18.09 1 >=/ 2

09.17.09 yesterday, i saw the awesome pizza guy when going out with friends and it was awesome, because... he's awesome (~darkphantomhive thinks he is as well). ahh, i fail, dark earl, i couldn't get a picture of him for you and i didn't tell him what you wanted him to hear. I tried! i was going to when we were leaving, but then he disappeared! lulz, i believe he heard us talking about him because he came near us a lot later. i was laughing a lot as well, because we both are ridiculous. pfft, the whole scenerio was ridiculously funny.

but my college aid is retard! i sent this paper in the finalize my aid on july 27th (and i was out of town too in this hotel) on vacation so i had to *BUY* internet just to send that letter! i get an email *this* week asking if i sent the counselor the letter! the *fuck*!? i sent that letter nearly 2 months ago and they contact me when i should be *getting* the munnies 2 months LATER!? WTF!? i need munnies to FUCKING LIVE! it's so unprofessional to email me 2 months to see if i did that! TWO!? a professional thing wouldve been to look a week afterwards! it says on the records that i would be checking in and that i did. NO SHIT BECAUSE I SENT THAT LETTER IN EMAIL! i just fucking lost 2129$ when i don't have to pay! what's worse is that she didnt give me a deferment and she COULD have! i have photography; that shit's expensive! but how can i pay for photo class if i cant even pay for RENT or FOOD!?

so tired of people irresponsible and unprofessional bull. D:

EPIC FAILURE.

09.15.09 talking about printing now in my photography lecture and i got some film, so i can go take some... pictures. it won't be anything too epic. i figure im going to focus on the "building exterior" requirement. i think churches are a good thing to take. i like... churches... i just dont like going to church (unless i am an exorcist, which i would like to do for a DGM cosplay).

i am working on the DGM tarot project, but im failing on getting anything fully inked and ready for color. i have about 3 in the process at this point, but maybe i should work on minor just to get going, perhaps? i just really want to at least finish the major arcana.

something also i want to do is moved towards my gamecube and play more gamecube games, but games that aren't resident evil 4. im still going to try and complete mercenaries, but i feel i should play more of those games i have on there (which is pretty much... just zelda windwaker and twilight princess. but i also have a set that allows me to play old zelda games and Ocarina of Time! ..as well as majora's mask, which i have always wanted to play, but couldnt because i never got it).

i split my lip.... ouch.

09.14.09 despite that it's about 9 minutes until the 15th, yeah....
im a bit more okay now, but i have a rather bad headache. id like some ice cream right now.

im thinking of a project that's KH based. the idea is to take 1 or 2 illust from the past 4 years and redraw them. im not sure if i will choose what i want or choose the most . i also have another anti-sora idea. i wonder if that one author knows i have draw art based off their story....?

also, apparently one of my other friends has had some similar laments based of off having a roommate, but his is far worse.

on a random note... i wish i could game with some people on deviantART. but i have like.....two to three friends and they are all ladies. jeez.... i suck.

09.13.09 i feel quite depressed right now; it happens. i feel like just staying in my room or not be at the flat.
i want to draw, but its hard w this thought process and i feel lonely even with people around and it's stupid. :/
im happy, but im not happy.
and i feel that even when i try hard, im full of fail either way.
lame sauce.

i can go over back to my aunt's house on the weekends so maybe thats a good thing..

09.09.09 i had my party w the fam on monday, last minute, yes, which means i didnt get my lasagna that i wanted. instead, there was a lot of meat. now, im more of the vegetarian in the fam, i only eat meat when absolute necessary (such as, i am anemic again), and it is only chicken. if i must eat, i dont want to really taste it either. so.... i was disappointed in the meal, and so i didnt want to spend time outside w the meal because there was nothing there that i like and i felt it was cooked more for them (sure they should be included), rather than my honor. its not hard to have ONE vegetarian meal! and even the conversations werent much about me and it wasnt even that much of a party in general... probably because it was on labor day... i stayed more in my "room" and i played a bit of RE4 Mercenaries w Hunk in Military base. Ugh, i had the 60k, but i was killed buy JJ within the last 10 sec. Lame sauce... At least i was able to enjoy my white cake and mint chip ice cream, which i couldnt get mad at when it was kinda put in my face that my aunt didnt 'completely' mess up, because i did complain or mention on a previous birthday, my disappointment becuase i do not like chocolate cake; my brother does. also, it sucked because all i wanted was white cake, i didnt care about gifts or whatever.

yesterday was a friends birthday, so happy birthday to him again, blah blah blah. yeah, i will be seeing him tomorrow and on saturday to see him for his celebration.

09.07.09 okay... im tired as shit and im gonna be celebrating my birthday w the fam (last minute notice, how nice..) but good thing i dont have a class until 3pm tomorrow, so i can sleep. oh, and the moon crashed down again, but good thing i was gone during the fall.

ugh, ~darkphantomhive tagged me... but im tired! fuck this..

A Little Bit About Me.

~ im tired! right now!

~ i love how :darkphantomhive: sleeps on couches.. she has cute socks. she's different on the bed...under crown clown.. D:

~ i havent broken any bones

~ i never wore braces

~ my loves are harry potter, old school d.gray-man, resident evil 4 (5 cool too), kingdom hearts & final fantasy, and ice cream.

~ i usually watch youtube in place of tv (go smosh!)

~ i love spending time w ~darkphantomhive, my heterosexual life partner. ( we are like twinsies sometimes. D: )

~ i rarely study

I tagged: whatever.

09.01.09 Ah, finally made it to September and school is up again. I have a lot of art classes this time around (somewhat) and hopefully this will be a good semester. many more people that i know are attending this school -- though, i doubt i will be seeing my cousin around.

okay, on to the fun stuff, the convention.
the convention started on my birthday, August 29 and ended the next day. I had a good birthday and i saw a lot of my friends on that day, which im quite happy about. i spent a lot of my time with and met one of her other friends, which i found out, knew two or some of my other friends as well (from previous conventions).

despite that i normally dont like anime conventions at all, it was very fun. i think it was because of a lot of kingdom hearts, that there was a big thing for Resident Evil 4 & 5 and that it happened to take place at the hotel. Location can mean everything. Oh, and i saw D.Gray-man cosplayers! Awesome, finally, when i go to one, people know the anime/manga that i actually like (somewhat; im an old school D.gray-man fan.. i dont like Hoshino's new workshit). i got a wallscroll, poster, and a little allen thing for ~darkphantomhive and myself.

now, the panel... the panel was full of epic win!

Saturday's panel was alright, but i didnt like the big focus on Gara (Naruto) and yaoi. im cool w yaoi and i like yaoi, but im nowhere near ridiculous about it. not even ridiculous enough to ask the voice actors those questions.

Sunday's panel was awesome! Sunday was fully dedicated to the Resident Evil series (but there were some Gara fans still trying to get Liam to sign something and some even attempted to ask questions, but he stopped them).

Paul Mercier, Leon S Kennedy, was crazy! Ahah... he might have been a bit tipsy, if not drunk because i literally mean, he was crasy!
He came out with this drink in a glass, he spilled it a bit and then it ended up spilling all over the table, so he threw off the little "top cover" and all the other voice actors and director put their distance between the man. jeez, he even climbed onto the table at some point!
something that i appreciate about Mercier is that he actually answered questions and spoke as "Leon S Kennedy"; used Leon's voice. , you would've loved to hear that, im sure! you shouldn't have left for those photos! You missed leon!

So.. Leon S Kennedy knows how to have fun.

Since ~darkphantomhive was unfortunate to miss the panel, i was able to get her pass signed by Paul Mercier. it said something like "i love you, RM, leon s kennedy" w her name on it. I just got a signature.

and a good thing was -- I was in the front row both days, so not too bad of a wait at all. i hope they voice actors didn't get too stressed out though.

I got both my ps2 and Wii versions signed (i got Wii edition for my birthday!), but i missed the GC version! I also got RE: Degeneration signed, RE5 by both chris and sheva as well as the voice director, and i was able to get my Chris Redfield figure signed as well. Wii edition has a personal Birthday message as well. As Birthday gift EVER (save for book 2 DGM, because i love that one too!), thanks, Mike!}

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August

Wed Aug 26, 2009, 3:25 PM

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_{what happened to july...? well, i was sick and i worked on DGM tarot cards.

08.26.09 ugh.. i feel like crying. i fucking hate fucking anime so fucking much. i really do... dissidia hurts my fucking eyes!

08.26.09 Happy Birthday, (i just realized that it's past midnight)! i hope you have an awesome-sauce-non-ball-biting-birthday!

i went to the green day concert on the 24th and shit, that Armstrong knows how to entertain! green day puts on a great show! im more of an old school fan, since... i havent really heard any new stuff past American Idiot (but i hear im getting the new album for my birthday on Saturday). I got a tour shirt, too, for my birthday.

no tarot that day or today, but i am working on them. i have been reorganizing/cleaning my room (again!) so that has gotten in the way, heh. but it's looking great! but since im told that im rather very clean initally, most probably wouldnt see that much of an epic difference... even if *I* do.

im working on the Emperess and the Emperor, which includes the request of , or at least, that's the plan. im also working on another suprise that has connections to DGM as well.

Hoshino's new chapter... ugh, fuck it! im no fan of DGM fully. im an old-school DGM fan. her newest chapter is so fucking not d.gray-man... it is like... naruto BULLSHIT. Ugh, her new costumes for her characters (not the exorcist uniforms) are retarded, too. Why the fuck would London-er's wear fucking Chinese clothes??? they are in bloody fucking london!! Hoshino... why do you bite balls when near death or when you injury your hand?

i was near death once.. and i have two injured hand ( +arm )... do i suck that badly? did my art change that much (and if it did, did it get better or worse?)

actually, what do you guys think of my new style (maybe ill make a poll if i get a new sub)? is it significantly different? good? bad? wish for the old style?

ive been playing the second half of RE4 again (since thats where i left off on my new game+ typewriter run on ps2) and i dont remember where all the bad guys are...jeez.. its almost like playing a new game, except, i know where all the goods are!

*sigh* ... i dont want my birthday to come, really.
August 29th... lame sauce day ever.. but shall we have tea? Earl Grey? Green?

tchusse!

08.23.09 Happy Birthday Squall Leonheart...
okay, so im finally back at my flat and enjoying a friend's company at the moment. she is playing RE4 mercenaries (great minigame) and we had fun playing the RE5 version of it last night.

i need to work on some more art because my photoshop elements trial is gonna end! ahhh! and school is starting on the 31st. My friend is coming on the 27th for my birthday on the 29th and im gonna be busy on that day and the 30th as well. i have still done drawings, though, so no worries. just sometimes i dont always post them/share them.

ramadan has started (08/21) and i smell so....wonderful..essence.
and i nearly got the 5 stars for leon in the castle. jeez, i kept losing my combo!
im hungry, but i'll be okay.

the slim ps3 is out on the 25th for 299$ and i can afford it, but should i get it? i mean the games i want arent even out yet or they are on the 360 and i have them, but it would be nice to have a wireless controller and updated system. is the slim backwards compatible for most ps2 games? i mean, Jasper is still in fine working condition, so i dont need to get a replacement immediately. I also kinda wanna replace my GC, reimi, because the AV is broken and the power button kinda sticks and i wanna play RE4 Wii edition and other RE games and i can still play more other GC games and that seems like the smarter sooner buy. i could even get both at the same time... but maybe i should wait for the ps3 maybe in the winter time.
i mean, i am happy after all w getting 360 versions. wow, good thing i got that first.

08.20.09 good dentist visit and i spent time with friends.

"Trevor says:
you are a really bad artist you dont care for the feelings for you fans
sux artist , that too bad
take care"

uhm... i dont think i wanna take requests anymore...

08.18.09 okay... the bloody fuck....?
im gonna say something about requests. ready?
i appreciate that some come and ask me to draw them something and i do consider these requests. i actually have a separate document on Sebastian (and possibly Salem) that lists these requests. i know i don't always get to them and it sucks, but please, don't try to bury me with guilt and somewhat imply that i 'dont care'...?? because i didnt draw quick enough... i dont...care? i care! but lets be realistic! sometimes i dont even finish works for me! shit, im suprised i got all these tarot cards drawn so quickly and consecutively! anyone who has been with me the past 4 or 3 years, how has the last 2 been? gah, i think i had only 4 illust at the most in 2007! or was it 2008...?

i have also been sick. i had the flu and bronchitis the past month and a half (im still suffering from the mucous) and a week ago, i was vomiting nearly non-stop for almost 12 hours! i couldnt even hold down water (i think i lost a good 3-5 lbs of water weight; i felt so tiny)! if im not careful i could get pnuemonia (but im not that careful).
...not to mention the strain fucks up the throat when i wanted to talk.

okay, point is, i try and i do care. i cant promise all will come through, but holy balls, dont be all like that about it! plus, some requests that come from y!gallery, i mean.. thats a bit tougher considering they suspended me for being underaged (and yet, im *still* of age). i dont really have much internet either and if i can get some... it's weak as hell unless im on campus!

ugh, tummy cramps, but jeez... this entry is kinda long.
bitch-blog?

i wonder if i should still try to finish that one story... hmm.

later.

08.17.09 i had an awesome birthday (despite a "friend" beiming a douche about Resident Evil 4)! happy that everyone came. i feel like doing other projects besides drawing, but i am working on the tarot still, so that's safe.... im playing RE4 mercenaries on ps2 again (im still better on gc ver), but i feel like playing zelda or something.

i need a BLINGed out crown clown.. you want it, dark earl.. oh yes.

08.11.09 for now i have a trial of pse 7.0, so i will have that for the next 28 days... but i still dunno what happened. i also got sick again and my tummys till pains.

im gonna try to work on more tarot cards... i might put in a request in there.. and maybe ill put up my shitty story i was writing since pse 3 was a douche nozzle to me.
someone actually sent a link of 'truth of wicca/occult' or something just based on one of my tarot uniforms. uhm.. couldnt at least commented? okay, but it's just tarot cards. who cares since some just make it for themselves. but still... why? also, try a more educational site.
(oh, and im also gonna try to get in that KH fanworks in too, since... it needs to get in there.. heh.)
but i guess that would be difficult since its in the religion radius.

i wonder if i should get my sub back...?

celebrating my bday party this saturday!
hope people make it... :/

later.

08.09.09 something has happened to my computer or photoshop and now i cannot color! i was working on a tarot card and wouldve been complete today, but some reason my photoshop epically FAILED on me and i have no clue as to why. this upsets me since i had inspiration and even tho my arm and hand hurts i really wanted to finish it.
i also wanted to finish it because i had another illust i wanted to start one. this is upsetting. anyone have this experience? any ideas on how this could happen? it can be a virus from the internet since my coloring is done on Nicole and she isnt connected. i have only been using Sebastian.

i guess i can write a shitty fanfiction?

and im still lavi....

out.

08.08.09 about 50 more pageviews until my kiriban.

just had a good friday with four friends over and a good night and day with the dark earl; she pleasured me with a suprise visit (thank you! )!

i am currently working on 'the devil' card of the tarot deck. been a bit unfocused about it and usually when another artist or the dark earl is around, it helps a lot and i have been inspired. it will still take time with my bothersome hand, but im working. im really tired right now... but i wanna work on it a bit some more before stopping on it for the night.

earl, you left your eraser here and you can pick it up on the 14th or 15th.
i will hope to see you soon. :blowkiss

08.06.09 why the fuck cant i draw? i hurt my arm trying! ok nao, here you go!

01. What was your First Cosplay?
The first cosplay i wore to con was Rinoa (dif than the one i posted on here) no, i did not cosplay rinny.
L (death note)

02. Did someone get you into cosplay? Or on your own?
no...

03. What is your favorite cosplay?
uuh...lolita ~ dandyism?

04. Which is your least favorite?
girls

05. At conventions, do people compliment you on your cosplays?
no, they never know who i am.. they dunno the anime/manga

06. How many have you done?
2-3

07. What are the top 5 on your list of "Want to Cosplay"?
allen...? id like to do link too. ZUKO!

08. What female cosplay do you want to do most?
rhode or haruhi? lulz...

09. What male cosplay do you want to do most?
CHRIS REDFIELD! ha.. nah.. uh..Prince zuko (season 3) or allen uniform 1 > 3

10. What do you prefer to do, make or buy your costumes?
if i could make, i would... but i do design. ill buy, but if the maker is around, id like to help.

11. Your most memorable experience? What makes it so memorable?
uuh...finding the millenium rod? i dun really do conventions, im sorry...

12. Your dream cosplay?
Allen gray? or SORA.. no. uuhm, dandy cosplay is all fine and all for me.

13. Is there a pattern in your cosplays? If so, what?
uuh, no.

14. Your most recent cosplay?
L

15. What do you prefer? Cosplaying in a group or on your own?
i would like a group but uh.. im like the only DGM person...

08.05.09 i just woke up dreaming about Resident Evil 4: Mercenaries. Aww... bliss. And i thought of a "perfect" birthday card for my 'dark earl'. oh yes... i think you shall love it! it will fit to your fancy! muwhahaha ~ ~

and btw.. my friend still hasnt gotten back my bike and it's getting close to... 3 months? i might visit the earl tomorrow.

i have also been working on fixing my brace(it was kinda falling a part), so it should help me out w some drawing.

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out.

08.04.09 working on DGM tarot, but i cant seem to stick with one design. i have to also start wearing m brace again as my injury has started to hurt badly again. i need to replace the strap and get more bandages. i will do that... eventually.

lame update; i dont care.

i was tagged by the dark earl!

If you were tagged do the following:
1) Post the rules.
2) Each tagged person must tell 10 things about themselves.
3) At the end you must tag 10 people and put their icon in your journal.
4) Then go to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them.
5) No tag backs.

|1| i like some girly things, but still boy stuff.

|2| i love spiders, but im weary of them.

|3| i drink mostly tea & water.

|4| i *love* tomboys (esp when they dress androgynously in boy clothes)

|5| im short

|6| i have forgotten a lot of my past

|7| loves to draw w 'the dark earl' around

|8| my first car was a white corolla

|9| i dont like anime, but i have few acceptions; all my friends love anime.

|10| i have a half brother.

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